I'm always stuck between putting so much trust in someone, which is usually men which is stupid of me, or not trusting anyone. There is no in between.
Either way hurts me, but I can't help it.
It's a fight between being my past of being naïve, and believing everyone is good, but also still now the feeling of needing someone; and my present of being scared of people, not wanting to let people in on a deeper level.
How do I win? How do I change?