Nightmare

Last night I had a nightmare. It's been awhile since I had one. They even put me on medicine to stop nightmares. It was him and he came for me. His family, his friends. They all came for me. I couldn't stop him.

It feels real.

The fear when I dream these things. Crying out but no one will help me. No one will listen. They're all angry.

At me.

He screams at me. His voice is always spot on. I cry in my dreams but no hears me. No one believes me. My anxiety swarms around me.

Sometimes I remember the whole thing, sometimes it's just the feelings.
They carry with me through out the day, at the back of my mind.

The scenes flickering before my eyes.

In my dreams

He always wins.

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